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Flippin Cyber Monkeys  U wanna know what it means it's me I go by it it's what u can look for to find me by  anyways let me see just how to put this  it's just a sayin that I use when I"m confused and I had this lil monkey on my desk top and used to flipp on the time and say random thingz but anyways enufe about that u did not come here to hear me tell u how I got it or why it's even there I hope u have come to get to know me for one That would be the reason I thought.

 

Lets see what makes me Tick And Keep Goin All This Time  well not that different from other I would have to say Lets see music family God Friends and love ones everything I need in life even thoe at this moment I don't have everything I want but everything I need...

My ife at this moment is a bunch of ups and down just lil moments in time And I pick the ones I want to keep and discard the ones I don't want I smoke weed I wont lie ( well Not Rite This moment) But I do so if U don't like it then FUCK U that should not be a reason not to like some one

I have done thingz I'm not proud of but I have came from my ashes on that and now I stand new my life is good for the most part ( with room for improvements ) God Knows I'm not prefect by all means lets see I'm 27 will be 28 this year  10/03/1982 now u know my B day send me a gift (LOL) I would have to say I'm not that hard to get along with I speak my mind and what ever u chose to do wit the info that u how ever u take me u'll more then likely get it ( WRONG) unless u know me out side this computer sreen  and U have got this far and u still have not  left then I guess u do want to know me ok first off Im not any of these (EMO) (PUNK) (TRASH) (OR IN TO NASTY THINGZ) IM not a lable  U can't put one on me uz these is not one and if there was it would simpley say UR NAME HERE The only thing I can say is if u hurt me you'll know it

AND NO IM NOT CRAZY OR THANK OF KILLIN MY SELF OR GONNA KILL U IN UR SLEEP EITHER THATS JUST FUCKED UP  

lets see I love to rite about how I feel and About sex no Im not a (WHORE ) or (EASY) u cant just say hey sexy wanna FUCK and thank Ill get in bed with u Ill look at u and simpley say (AWWW THATS CUTE GO UP)  and walk away I have raw feeling but hey there mine Im not here tryin to be something that Im not just bein me I would not be what u wanted me to anyways what would be the point to turn my back on all i know for soemthin that would make no scens at all I mean if ur not what I want why would I settle for any thing less  see my life right now is not all the way where I want it but ( I GOT THE WORLD AT MY FINGERTIPS) the point it I have the Chance to get what I want and would not have it anyother way I do what I got to do to get where and what I want and I don't hurt no one doin it if u don't like me thats is u I'm not goin to cry over u not likein something about me I'm sure there is something about uthat I probley would not like either  but I don't Hold ( FLAWS) against no one I have plenty of them 

lets see I bite my nails I wear baggie cloths and I lay around my house in my nite cloths If i got to get dressed up to see u and put 50 pounds of make up on for u to come see me then get the fuck out of here that will never happen  if u cant see me for me then u don't need to I like thoes things I like to get dressed up and the hole make up to but not all the time Im not ur everyday girlie girl either Im just me

I swear a lot But I joke around with it Im not at the point ( THAT I WOULD HAVE TO HOLD MY BIRTHDAY PARTY AT GUN POINT EITHE) I love to have a good time and be with good friends to

( AND FOR ALL U SICK MOTHER FUCKERS AND U KNOW WHO U ARE WAIT ILL ALL U OUT TO BITCH UR NAME WOULD BE (BRIAN BUTLER) I AM NOT NOR WILL I EVER BE IN TO HAVIN SEX WITH DOG OR ANIMALS AT ALL SO ASK ME ANYTHING LIKE THAT AND ULL GET MY FOOT UP UR ASS THATS NASTY)

I work for everything I have and I have got my self this far Ill make it  all the way just takes time and effort to....

Im going back to school to finish what I started and that Makein sites and I will soon be done with that 3 more classes and 5 more credits and Ill have it  ( LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT)  and its also ( FULL OF LIL MOMENTS THATS ALL ITS UP TO US WHAT WE DO WITH THEM AFTER WE OWN THEM)  its true

I would not really change nothing that has happend in my life but maybe three things ( BUT) then My ( QUESTION IS ) would I be the same as I am not...?

Dont know and never will I look at it this way My past in my Past I Cant Change it but I lernt from it thoe My present is something that is in the makin something that has not completly  been writtin yet but is in the process of bein made and My future is something that has not happend yet and I will not try to make that happen till Im ready for it when the time comes Ill own it  I chose to Own ( EVERY MOMENT I HAVE) and then I write them down in my mental libary so when Im sadd or lonely or hurt or scared I pick them out and remeber them

weed is my drug of choice i love it wouldnt change it for the world is there something wrong because i like to smoke get fuck up and the person Im with enjoy bein with them does that make me less then human I dont thank so But you intitled to ur oppion as well

Im not FAKE IM NOT STUPID OR DUMB I just like to have fun

Currlent Im single ant find what I want I now what I want and Ill get it one day I love the fat I have friends only few I can say but the ones that Know me KNow all this I hope this Single will change one day so don't hold ur breath but I never said it would be u

lets see I have 13 tatts 8 holes in each ear my nipple done my bellbutton twice my tounge 1 and My lip one and every one of them mean something to me  

well I got to go for now But Ill be back

Love Always LOIS ANN PEREIRA  

                                                                       !!!!!!!!!!! WHAT I AM !!!!!!!!!!!

 honesty  I have I have no reason to lie but there is one thing u must know me being friends with u will not get u in my pants it takes more then that  and for me to even be with u i have to have been with u other then that if u are friend then friend is what u get from me 

Weird I can be at time I have a lot of fears and flaws From my head to my toe and if u know me truly then u will have seen this one true factor in it self alone but Im i don't Care Im still gonna be me

Im inprefect as hell But the point is i try to better whit ever thing i do I have come from a long and broken past and Im just tryin to over come it and just livin my life because iM not the same as I used to be no matter how hard I try

and I cant look u in the eyes because I am afraid that u will see my soul ur eyes are ur gateway to it